In Order For New Growth To Begin ....

It's only ever been meant to be the recording of a personal journey; a personal research into the paranormal and its effect on the psyche of a developing soul. It was never meant to be a show case of an elevated ego, trying to impress its identity, or its know how on others, in order to increase its popularity and create a showcase for adoration and congratulations. Thus, its satisfying to keep this journey a personal one, and not been followed by a myriad of adorning fans. 

Because a true apparent spiritual exploration is not like that, not like that at all. It is a personal thing. It is a lonely thing. It is the realisation of the developing soul that they agreed to this apparent life and this apparent scenario of being separated and alone. It is the choosing to leave the real world. and the real universe, with a real purpose and a real identity, to then be electronically transported into this computerised copy made by an awareness craving the adoration of being a 'creator'. Within this cruel and sadistic copy world. the developing soul is forced to live in separation and learn to recognise its higher aeon spirit. It learns to reject the aspirations of the elevated ego that is copied from the cruel demiurge, the creator of this fake copy world. That false veil must be discarded to become itself once more.

Following the conformity of the recognised assumed metaphysical sciences leads only to a elevated ego and defeat. To heavy loss, because the only realisation to reach is that all those popularised theories and techniques are false. Are as false as the assumed world which surrounds everyone who partakes in this copy reality. It is only when popularity is rejected and seclusion is once more adopted ... that the new growth begins.