Over 18 months absence from a very intensely negative and false ego driven environment has been plenty of time for energy levels to be rested and new inspirations to grow.
The Australian Show Pony Arena is not the environment you go seeking a genuine 'psychic medium' who is going to offer you truthful and inspirational information.
Instead, you are likely to gain insights gleaned from deceitful cold readers (With a scant few exceptions) who are narcissistic and ego-centric in their polarity.
They are driven, not by the service to others and the genuine empathy to others, but by the perverse need for adoration and identification as someone of authority. They are fake and they are devious. They claim wildly they are all the things they find on the internet, or see advertised by the genuine ones. They stop at nothing to be the ones at the top of the pile. The ones who take all the credit for a job well done .... they are liars, cheats and at the least mentally unstable.
Being away from that toxic environment has provided a complete life transformation. No longer is there an array of black hexes being fired willy nilly by inexperienced fakers. Obscurity is a wonderful place to be who you really are. In truth, the absence from all those loonies should have happened sooner than it did. In saying that, there are a few genuine ones out there. They know who they are, and they know they are held in very high regard ... it cannot be easy for them being surrounded by that madness.