A Personal Urge

 Do you know when you suddenly get that impulse, that deep desire, to do something you haven't done in a long time? Its an urge that grows and grows the more you ignore it ... you know what I'm talking about don't you? 

It's like having an impatient child constantly asking for something, in your head ... I want to do it, please let me do it, why can't I do it?

Sounds familiar? Yes? 

Well I have one of those strong urges right now. I'm impatient and needing to do this thing' I've not done in about 5 years ... I'm about to take the plunge and see if I can get to make it happen again. 

I love being in front of an audience, standing there with no script and no idea what I'm going to say to the people. I love looking at all the countless expectant eyes with nothing to say to them, until ... and then it happens, and the 1 -2 hours feels like 5 minutes.  To then get people coming over and thanking me for the information they received that night. For me I won't remember ... for that is how it used to be.

My urge is to perform on stage again as a Clairvoyant and Medium. I'm certain it will happen some time in 2023!