Using Merlin Tarot
NZ
Tuesday 20th November 2007
10:40pm - 11:30pm

Already I've loaded up Bwgen and am using a preset titled 'Deltic 3' which is one of my own presets based on 2.9Hz & 1.6Hz both of which are delta waves. Effectively I am inducing a day dream state to instill an altered state of consciousness. It is whilst in a relaxed delta state of mind that I comprehend that most clairvoyant ability is activated.
Already I can feel the anticipated linking with a different environment to my own. My focus is the well recognised image of MM above. I sense now a fairly relaxed environment around MM. It seems to be a quiet time at this moment. Reading or study ... almost a hushed atmosphere like a library or a time of prayer. I sense she is calm .. possibly mildly sedated ... harmlessly permitted to be relaxed. She may have been impatient or agitated earlier in the day. She appears to be an early riser ... perhaps already been up for hours ... I sense she is with a woman ... black or grey haired .... there is also another child. A group sitting seperated from others in the building where they reside. There is black on the floors or perhaps the large building is cat in great shadow. A priest may be in the distance for I sense a Priest dressed in grey predominately. He is white haired and fairly emaciated. MM is under no threat at all where ever she currently resides.
Turning now to the Merlin Tarot ... a working with the Star image in the centre. Studying now a different image ...
Warily I write the insight of 'observing' someone leading MM by the hand past a low green hedge. Someone MM may have known ... perhaps trusted ... MM appears to have been in a half sleepy state? Moments later she is perhaps carried then to a waiting car .... there are two people in a rear seat awaiting MM ... a driver in the front. I cannot see who is in the front passenger seat. Whoever this was I sensed leading MM to the car ... their job was done and they were able to sneak back to where they were earlier in the night ....
Rewarded for the risk, involvements elsewhere necessitating the deed ... an unavoidable thing to get wheels swinging into motion. The pre-selected place where it took place .... to bring attention on a circle of corruption and to also pass forth a strong message to someone who moved in significant circles where it is not possible to please all sides .... where those displeased let it be known by way of staged events .... two birds with one stone the sense here ... until such a time it is decreed as the right time to effect the tabloid report of MM being handed back.
A picture of innocence masks a purpose which is anything but innocent. Bronchitis or Asthma sufferer .... angered easily but able to keep it under control. Connections with network news and also indirectly with those who control the PJ and are also aware of the shady characters there. Revenge for a previous misdemeanour may also have some relevance here .... because they know of someone from back then .... Eyes willing me to look deep and see the hurt and the injury hidden after so many years. Seperated but still feeling the pain which has never gone away. The reservoir and the driving force. Those stalker's eyes perhaps perceived months before ... A sense of guilt for being deceived. Their part played ... MM not returned when it was related in the early stages that she would be. A double cross as those MM was borrowed for appear to have gone back on their word. Speculation only perhaps at this stage ... because this individuals perception of what is and what was ... is only sketchy because they don't know ... as not contact can be made perhaps with those who the action was undertaken for?
