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Showing posts with label Tree Of Life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Tree Of Life. Show all posts

Sunday, 27 July 2025

The Predator of Theosis – How The Global Death Cult Sell Transhumanism

 Usually I come at you guys with a stream of new research on some weird and often dark topic, and in a way this one will be a bit of that too. But something has come to my attention whilst I have been researching this death cult and the occult over the years.

This is a common theme and in my personal view it is a real life predator, one that seeks to demean and disendower its victims.

This common assault on the human being can be found clinging to the Kabbalah Tree of Life, in the Rosicrucian Cosmos Conception, the New Age 5D upgrade theory and most recently it is at the heart of the transhumanist agenda.

And it all starts with the original sin.

You are sold the lie that you were born into sin and that it is only by some sort of saviour, belief system, superhuman intervention or esoteric teaching that you can elevate yourself back up the tree of life and become one again with the original force.

You have fallen!

In the Kabbalah we have Malkuth that sits at the bottom of the Tree of Life, that is also know as the kingdom and Earth. This is the lowest you can go and the furthest from the Ein Sof.

In Gnosticism they go even further and say this reality is a Trap that you need to escape through knowledge....<<<Read More>>>....

Wednesday, 10 January 2024

Malkuth - The Kingdom

Malkuth is the sum total of the activities of all the other spheres, it is the end result in densest matter of what started as the most nebulous spirit in Kether; it is the final receptacle into which the influences of all the other spheres flow and as such it is the only stable sphere on the Tree.

The host of angels, that is the builders, in Kether are the four Holy Living Creatures, and through their offices all life is brought into being. Their influence is felt variously all down the Tree until finally in Malkuth they become the four elements we can recognize with our senses, fire, air, earth and water. The four elements are the mundane chakra to Malkuth and it is through them the life force flows, they become the actual substance of our world and form this environment with which we are familiar but they are nevertheless those same forces which are active in Kether and so we see Kether is indeed in Malkuth and Malkuth in Kether.

Malkuth is the sphere which we inhabit and must learn its lessons before we can proceed to any other. It is foolish to despise dense matter and glorify spirit alone, since we may learn the nature of spiritual matters by study of the physical.
The Yetziratic text says of Malkuth that "it illumines the splendour of all the lights”. In other words all the emanations of the other Sephiroth become visible in Malkuth. Malkuth is the Hall of Manifestations everything we perceive with our senses, a rock, a flower, or a man is a marvel, a thought of the Ain made manifest, each with its own purpose to fulfil which it knows, although only man has the freedom to decide whether to co-operate with the Divine Will or not. So therefore, since everything is present in Malkuth, we have only to study man to know God.

Malkuth, therefore, is the physical body and as our physical bodies are ines­capably linked to our etheric bodies, so is the earth to the moon and Malkuth to Yesod...<<<Read More>>>...

Thursday, 28 December 2023

What is The Tree Of Life?

 The Tree of Life is a sacred map of the inner landscape to guide us through the necessary developments and transformations so that we can reconnect with the source of all life.

The main teaching diagram in Kabbalah is called the Tree of Life. It consists of 11 archetypal qualities called “Sephirot”. These archetypal qualities originate from the Divine Being and are echoed in human nature because we are created in the image of God.

Starting from the base of the Tree, Malkhut represents the body and our anchor point to the earth. Here we consciously connect with nature and feel grounded and embodied in the present.

Yesod represents the ego, the foundation of the psyche concerned with safety, comfort and survival needs. Yesod knows exactly what you want and need to feel secure in life.

Hod is your communication system, your ability to receive information, process, analyze and make the appropriate connections. It facilitates your intuition.

Nezah represents your instinctive, “gut” responses to life; attractions and repulsions that naturally draw you to or away from people and situations.

Tiferet is the captain of the psyche’s ship, your true Self that can harmonize and integrate the personality into a working whole. Tiferet is your radiant, shining core Self concerned with your individual truth and self-expression.

Gevurah is the justice and discipline carried out by the Warrior within you. This is the energy you use to set boundaries and protect your truth. Gevurah focuses your energies and harnesses your will.

Hesed is your ability to love and show mercy and compassion. Hesed is an active, powerful force leading you to your passion and heart’s true desire.

Daat means knowledge, direct experience that brings a profound sense of knowing without a doubt. Daat enables you to transform your heart and renew your mind.

Binah is Divine understanding, the ability to see the universal laws at work in the world and in your own life. Binah understands the workings of fate and how all events are woven together in a vast cosmic plan
Hokhmah is Divine wisdom, the flash of revelation, inspiration and divine insight that can radically change your world in an instant.

Hokhmah is your expansive, creative energy, always thinking of new possibilities and new horizons. Keter means crown and is your connection to the Divine, the source of all life.

Keter dissolves all boundaries that are keeping you from the Divine and enables you to experience profound healing and inner peace....read more>>>...

The 13th Path - The Path Of Gimel

 The Mysteries Of Gimel: Gimel (pronounced Gee-mel or Gim-el) is the third letter of the Hebrew alphabet. It, therefore, has the gematria value of 3. Its Hebrew spelling is Gimel Mem Lamed, which, in turn, has a gematria value of 73 (Gimel=3, Mem=40, Lamed=30). The fully spelled word means "Camel", and is sometimes transliterated as Gamel.

Gimel is seen as a charitable, indeed, a righteous, man in the Talmud, chasing after a poor man to give him charity (Daleth, the next letter, is related to Daluth, meaning poverity). The root of Gimel is gamal, meaning "to give", and thus Gimel gives to Daleth from the House of God (Beth), which is filled with the wealth of God's Divine Breath (Aleph).

The act of "giving" is also indicative of Binah, which, as the Supernal Mother, gives birth. The act of giving birth to the rest of creation is a kind and merciful act, for she gives birth to Chesed, just as Gimel gives birth to Daleth; and Chesed is the Sephirah of Mercy and Lovingkindness.

The camel of Gimel is also a symbol of Binah, for it carries water in its hump, which is symbolic of the water of life contained in the "bump" or belly of the Mother. The camel survives even the harshest of desert conditions, a state suitable for the dark Saturnian waters of Binah.

Gimel is also a Double Letter, and the Moon is the planet assigned to it, while the High Priestess is its Tarot card, according to modern Hermetic tradition.

The idea of wealth is covered in the fact that Gimel gives money to poor Daleth (although Peace and War are sometimes attributed).

It is also called the Unifing Intelligence in the 32 Paths of Wisdom:

"Unity Directing Consciousness. It is called this because it is the essence of the Glory. It presents the completion of the true essence of the unified spiritual beings."

Wednesday, 27 December 2023

First test of Magical Initiation: Working With The Ego

'And it said when the Golden Man descends into someone's life, that all around him people will provide information that shall suit the Golden Man's agenda. The neophyte, none the wiser, accepts the enchantment without a word, and is then lost to the world of man for a year and a day.'

Despite the protestations of all around him, the neophyte will contest his claims for it is what is all around him. But what the Golden Man speaks is pure illusion from the realm of the Astral ... the sphere of Yesod ... for within that realm is contained all things that has been and will be. The Golden Man merely provides the neophyte a cloak ... we have all been all these many things.

Down through the ages all Neophytes first grapple with the illusion of importance and identity as they seek to recognise the identity of their soul. - copyright Matthew James 1994

 

Thursday, 14 December 2023

So What Is A Pathworking?

 A pathworking is a journey between the worlds and one of the most exciting excursions we can take. It offers a path through the landscapes of the mind, ways that are as yet barely explored, to the last undiscovered frontier. Pathworkings are doorways between the known and the physical, the unknown and the non-corporeal. They are accomplished through the medium of the creative imagination – the anvil on which all things created and used by mankind are made.

They can cause physical effects in the everyday world, which is the main reason why they have been in secret for so long. It is also the reason why rigorous training in the control of imagination faculty is such a feature in magical schools and orders.

Scientists tell us that the journey we build in our mind is as real to the brain as our daily experiences. The world of the subconscious mind is a real world with real beings. The water is just as wet, the sun is just as hot. The only difference is that we can do things in that world we cannot do in this world. Why? Because in the inner world we admit to no barriers. We use the same powers and senses we have in the real world, but there we believe in them. We think we are dreaming, but it IS real and can use the finer matter of that world to change this one ………


Thursday, 7 January 2021

The Four Dimensions of the Tree of Life

[Wake Up World]; To be sure, the vast majority of secretive aspects within such fables, adages, mythos, theological, religious and spiritual lessons of the world concern our individuation, our self-development and our empowerment. The secretive dimension of The Tree of Life too concerns our own blossoming, our own fruition of our consciousness and of our natural selves. The Tree of Life represents a link between man and idea, and between idea and god, and ultimately god and man, implying and inspiring human growth and the growth of humanity, the expansion of consciousness. The Tree of Life symbolizes the individual becoming, the mortal reaching for godliness through idea like the tree reaches for the Sun.

A correlating lesson contained in the four dimensions of The Tree of Life and The Four Harmonious Friends reveals that even if we are not sensitive to subtle energetics and unseen interrelationships, the energetics remain, the relationships do not require our awareness to exist. Our lack of awareness of the origination of energy does not negate its origin, nor does our lack of comprehension influence interrelated reality. The following comparative and secretive aspects related to the blossoming of human and humanity consciousness does not necessarily verify the following sets of four to be directly related to The Tree of Life nor one another, but certainly there is a mutual recognition of certain principles at least. These revealing and intriguing sets of four to reveal and clarify the secretive aspect of The Tree of Life, the self-development aspects of growth through contrasting and mirroring concepts related to individual and universal or godly energy.

Tai Chi and older Chi Gung practices are devoted to developing and empowering ourselves, to the matter of human maintenance and growth, including gaining awareness to subtle energy. In Tai Chi there are four aspects of energy. Many times there only three that are considered but indeed like many sets of four, the fourth aspect is often overlooked, hidden, unsaid not necessarily due to secretive inclination, but rather its very nature of elusiveness and silence....<<<Read The Full Article Here>>>....

Wednesday, 5 August 2020

2020 Crop Circle #18

Potterne Field, Nr Devizes, Wiltshire. 
Reported 4th August 2020

Is that the world tree, Yggdrasil, I see represented before me? Yggdrasil is an immense ash tree that is centre to the cosmos and considered very holy by Norse Mythology. Yggdrasil (from Old Norse Yggdrasill) is an immense mythical tree that plays a central role in Norse cosmology, where it connects the Nine Worlds. However, there are only 5 worlds represented here. So this might not represent Yggdrasil.

It might even represent the early Mesopotamian Tree of Life. In Babylonian mythology, the Tree of Life was a magical tree that grew in the center of paradise. The Apsu, or primordial waters, flowed from its roots. It is the prototype of the tree described in Genesis: the biblical Tree of Paradise evolved directly from this ancient symbol; it is the symbol from which the Egyptian, Islamic, and Kabbalistic Tree of Life concepts originated.  

Monday, 25 November 2019

Cedar - Spiritual Meaning

[classroom.synonym.com]: The cedar tree has been revered for its spiritual significance for thousands of years. Its wood was used for the doors of sacred temples and burned in cleansing ceremonies for purification. The tree was thought to house important gods and to be an entrance to higher realms.

Ancient Sumeria revered the cedar over 7,000 years ago, calling it the World Tree, the abode of Ea, their chief god. The Bible has numerous references to the cedar, including its use in the Ark of the Covenant.

Also known as the Tree of Life, Arbor Vitae, Yellow Cedar. Ancient Celts on the mainland used cedar oil to preserve the heads of enemies taken in battle. To draw Earth energy and ground yourself, place the palms of your hands against the ends of the leaves.

Tuesday, 30 July 2019

Yggdrasil: The tree of life

[Norse Mythology]: In the middle of Asgard, where the Gods and Goddesses lives, is Yggdrasil. Yggdrasil is the tree of life, and it is an eternal green Ash tree; the branches stretch out over all of the nine worlds in Norse mythology, and extend up and above the heavens.

Yggdrasil is carried by three enormous roots, the first root from Yggdrasil is in Asgard, the home of the Gods it is just next to the well-named Urd, this is where the Gods and Goddesses have their daily meetings.

The second root from Yggdrasil goes all the way down to Jotunheim, the land of the giants, next to this root is Mimir’s well.

The third root from Yggdrasil goes down to Niflheim, close to the well Hvergelmir. It is here the dragon Nidhug is chewing on one of Yggdrasil’s roots. Nidhug is also known to suck the blood out of the dead bodies, that arrives at Hel.

At the very top of Yggdrasil lives an eagle, the eagle and the dragon Nidhug are bitter enemies, they truly despise each other. There is a squirrel named Ratatosk, and he spending almost the entire day, by running up and down the ash tree.

Ratatosk does whatever he can, to keep the hatred between the eagle and the dragon alive. Every time Nidhug says a curse or an insult about the eagle, Ratatosk will run up to the top of the tree, and tell the eagle what Nidhug just said. The eagle is equally rude in his comments about Nidhug. Ratatosk just loves to gossip which is the reason why the eagle and the dragon remain constant foes....read more>>>...

Friday, 24 May 2019

The Tree Of Life Maps The Ways

I've always found the classic Kabbalah (Tree of Life) symbology very interesting. Since my early days of spiritual development, I worked closely with the Tree Of Life; but without any indoctrination into the Kabbalah. I've a deep respect for those who have studied that side of the magical concept that is the Tree Of Life.

It all began when I was a very young child, and a visitor from beyond what we call 'planeT earth' regularly came to talk with me at night. Not an apparition. Not a ghost. Not a figment of my imagination. But an actual traveller.

The traveller instructed me on the nature of this reality by taking me on actual journeys. Showing me actual places. Showing me how they were all connected.

Years later I was introduced to The Tree Of Life, and it all made sense. Now, as a traveller myself between the worlds, I comprehend the truth. It matters not that it is in direct opposite to what common man, women and child are taught. My perception of this earth plane(T) is different to theirs. I see it in a way they would think I was totally nuts if I was to divulge it to them. I go along with the convention just to appear like them. But in truth, my life is nothing like there life. I get travellers who regularly visit me ... waking me in the night, attacking me, distracting me. They don't travel through space from their distant lands. No, they travel via the land links that the tree of life illustration shows quite clearly. They know the key sounds that permits entry from one world to the next.

I was shown as a child, by the first traveller, a diagram of a realm with numerous concentric circles. My place of residence on 'earth' was at the centre of these concentric circles. These concentric circles was the universe that stretches out in every direction. Connected by land and sea to each other. I had this proven to me by the traveller taking me formlessly across these circles into different lands and different realms. This knowledge has always been with me. Not figments of imagination but remembered facts.

It means simply, I'm not at all concerned about this imminent culling of mankind. The race I am part of on the earth plane(T). Toxins and poisons are being ingested, yes. Electromagnetic radiation is playing its part yes. But, its immaterial. Its not seen as a distraction. It just is. It is something that will end the 'lives' of those it is meant to. There will be those who will be largely unaffected. That's the way it is. Attention is pointed towards things beyond these trivial things.

Friday, 3 May 2019

The Path Of Ayin (Kabbalah)

It requires perfect balance and understanding of both the pillars of Beauty Tipheret and Yesod Communication. This path is balanced by the 24th and 25th path, where one realises the role of the Ego and is aware of the projections of personal perceptions.

What we hold in our minds is filtered through our prejudices and preconceptions. This path deals with reality as well as creating reality. We can learn to perceive and use communication to perceive clearly and objectively.

With this path we must be able to see with the eyes ourselves, or the even strongest faith will not understand. We cannot just intellectually grasp concepts, but, need to experience them to know the reality. Also, its important to keep and open mind.

Ayin is related to the Eyes and the Third Eye as the method of perceiving and influencing this Samekh-model of reality that we see around us. If we want to make someone laugh, for instance, we will somehow draw their attention to us, usually signified by them fixing their eyes on us, or us looking directly at them. Energy is carried by the words along the line of awareness created by looking at one another, and is received by the other person.... read more>>>...

Thursday, 4 April 2019

Daath

(Wisdomsdoor): This Sephira is the secret Sephira. It is located on the crossway between Binah and Chokmah. It lies below the Abyss and is inexplicably linked to Binah and Chokmah. It also connects directly to Kether, through the Abyss, however this conduit is for pure energy transfer only and not for use by travellers.

In many texts, Daath is not even mentioned. In other texts, they merely say that it is not a real place, but that it is just the result of the tidal forces between the Sephirah Binah and Chokmah. However, the Sephira Daath is an actual Sephira. It is hidden and access to this Sephira is limited to only the most adept of students.

Daath is the Sephira of creation. It is here that the tidal forces of positive and negative come together to be used for the benefit of the physical developmental system. It is here where the polarized energy pours forth from the Abyss and becomes manifested into forms, such as your physical universe. As such, it is a very powerful and ominous place. The forces of positive and negative are kept in tight abeyance here, and this tension can be felt at all times, upon visiting.

Now, upon your first few encounters in Daath, you will seem to be alone. The inhabitants here do not like strangers and will not show themselves to you, until you and they are comfortable. So, at first, this Sephira may appear lonely and inhospitable. Also, it is a dark place, with dark greens and yellows and blues and greys about. In fact, it will be hard to distinguish colors while here. Daath also possesses a kind of electric to its atmosphere. This electricity is due to the enormous power that flows through this Sephira. You may feel a buzzing in your head (brow center) while here. This buzzing is the energy as it moves too and fro...read more>>>...

Tuesday, 28 August 2018

A Word on Binah

Binah, Hebrew BINH, “understanding,” is the third Sephirah of the Kabbalah Tree of Life and the highest Sephirah of the Pillar of Serenity. Binah is the primary feminine power on the tree, associated with Aima Elohim the Divine Mother, and its symbols include the sea and the womb.

Text from the Thirty-two Paths of Wisdom corresponding to this Sephirah: “The Third Path is called the Sanctifying Intelligence; it is the foundation of Primordial Wisdom; it is called the creator faith, and its roots are in Amen. It is the parent of faith, and from its virtues faith emanates.” Binah, the intelligence of God, reflects the unity, Kether, and the wisdom, Chokmah, of God, which are not able to be seen by themselves. In other words, Binah mirrors or reflects God’s unity and wisdom. In Chokmah the wisdom of God is still concealed or hidden, but through Binah it becomes illuminated, and intelligible. It is only through Binah that the Divine ontological wisdom is discerned and qualitatively determined, and the channeled through the seven cosmological principles so to enter the creative ocean....read more>>>...

Thursday, 16 August 2018

The Qliphoth

Thaumiel (twins of God) is the name of one of the Qliphoth in the Kabbalah, the shadow side of the Kabbalistic Tree of Life. It is the shadow of the Sephirah Keter (the crown). While Kether is concerned with the unity of God, Thaumiel represents the dual contending forces, struggling, and it is represented by 2 giant heads with bat-like wings.

The Qliphoth are not the opposite of the Sephirot, but the shadow. They are the chaotic forces that are unleashed when one of the Sephirot is not in balance with the others. Therefore, although Kether is concerned with unity, implicit in its existence is the concept of duality. It is the first emanation from the Ein Sof, the point of consciousness that crystallises out of the vast emptiness.

Without the forces of the other sephiroth to balance it, specifically Malkuth below, it would exist as something apart from the Ein Sof, God in his totality. However, since all the paradoxical and contending forces unleashed through Kether find their eventual rest and resolution in Malkuth, balance and the unity of God are maintained....read more

Thursday, 2 August 2018

Explaining the Hidden Meaning of the Celtic Tree of Life

Spiritual Ray: The concept of 'tree of life' is found in many cultures including that of Celts. The crosses of Celtic and Northumbrian origins incorporate tree symbols in their designs. The Celtic tree of life represents the concept of forces of nature that converge to create harmony. These trees were so tall and expansive that they could actually form a whole forest with their branches. In the Celtic culture, importance of trees was decided on the basis of their geographical location and more importantly the inherent qualities.

Ancient Celts (Druids) believed that the tree of life or crann bethadh possessed special powers. The tribal people of Ireland while clearing a piece of land for human settlement, used to leave a tree in the center; they called this tree the crann bethadh....read more>>>...

Friday, 11 May 2018

Daath - The Sephira That Is Not A Sephira

Daath is known as The Gate Of The Abyss
Daath is not located on The Tree Of Life. As a result it is given the title 'The Sephira that is not a Sephira'. It is usually not ascribed a number. There are no planes equivalent to it. Even though it is located in the middle of The Abyss, above Tipareth and below Kether, it has in fact no position in terms of the other sephiroth.

In terms of a two dimensional representation of a three dimensional existence, it can be said that Daath represents at one and the same time no dimensions and all dimensions.

Daath means 'knowledge' - the knowledge without the understanding (that of Binah).

Daath, The Gate Of The Abyss, occupies the empty space in the centre of the hexagon of Sephiroth which comprise the upper half of the Tree Of Life. It has been the subject of endless confusion in the magical circles of the last two hundred years, for it fits into the scheme of the tree awkwardly at best. It is neither a Sephira; an aspect of a Sephira; nor a combination of Sephiroth - though it functions as each of these in some contexts.

Perhaps the best way to perceive Daath is as an ‘interface’; in fact the primary interface of the Tree Of Life as it serves as a meeting point for most of the Tree’s principal powers. It links the Supernals with the Sephiroth below the Abyss - which is central to its meaning. More directly, it also links Kether with Tipareth.

Daath serves as a representative of Kether beneath the Abyss - to such an extent that when speaking of Kether, a Cabalist, refers to Kether’s reflection in Daath; which can become an obstacle in higher levels of work. ‘When Daath is, Kether is not; when Kether is, Daath is not’.

Daath also functions as a higher aspect of Tipareth as it is suggested by the presence of Daath’s title in the Name Of God governing the 6th Sephira.

Daath also links Chokmah with Binah, which is the role which is the source of Daath’s title - in the Hebrew language this is ‘knowledge’, as a term for sexual contact and the union of Chokmah and Binah - Abba the father and Aima the Mother - the sexual encounter from which, in mystic terms, the universe is born.

Daath thus defines the Middle Pillar - which might well be named the ‘Pillar Of Knowledge’, and its role as interface is shared to some extent with all the Sephiroth of that pillar.

But an interface is a boundary as well as a meeting ground; like a gate which may be opened or closed - an important symbol of Daath - it both permits and prevents passage. This is an important facet of the nature of Daath, for the conscious self questing up the Tree Of Life in search of the experience of truth Daath is an impenetrable barrier. For the polarities which meet within it, Daath is the limit at which each gives way to its opposite. Daath thus relates to the Abyss as much as to the Middle Pillar; it is the intersection between these two; the point at which unity and separation merge - and divide....Read More>>>...

Friday, 6 April 2018

'Seekers Of Identity and Meaning

ONE
Gazing across the Great Sea towards the direction of the mysterious triad, He can no longer feel like ‘human’ … he is not allowed to be sad. His awareness must transcend … so being of the highest aspect will never end. He crosses the sand, then ceases movement, for seeing sand is a human explanation
 

Now in a great empty space he stands, and thoughts of the lesser human are gone …Above I am I, which is now him, the mystery of Ain Soph Aur … and ‘The Eternal Light’ I am I lifts its awareness to the moment something isn’t then is ...the miraculous creation of existing by a single thought … and knows why A stream of thoughts from beyond eternal light, travellers far from the upper aeons gracing the blueprint of life as infinite divine sparks, thoughts of life. I am I watches as the sparks glimmer and glitter … and disappear as they cross the sea

TWO
And then the chaos ceases, and he stands in a cube completely of white with no down or up, left or right. It suits him to think no form, here he is simply being retaining memories of soul existence merely as a reference point. Carefully lifting the veils of forgetting … remembering memories of spirit becoming more now what is beyond I am I. Gossamer threads of thoughts brush against his being and telepathy awakens … and he remembers existing within the one. A collective of many expressed as but one being safe there in collective sharing and thinking and knowing . A being which had lost its identity and lost its meaning willing many to separate and venture outwards to find identity and meaning. Thus the universes and the worlds were born as those separate found spaces where their thoughts took form and through that they began to think of identity and meaning worlds and galaxies shaped then as servitors sent forth to find those answers All that is, was and could be experienced by further fragments of the separated. All clones of the originals, all seeking identity and meaning …

THREE
His thoughts now drifting, colliding, confusing, merging. He stands on a world and above him a mighty rainbow, behind him a powerful cascade; a woman rides a mighty white horse. Thoughts colliding still … as he stands on a trail cut into red soil and then he remembers the world on which his separation connects. He recalls his own quest for identity and meaning. He returns back into that form ….

Copyright Matthew James 2018

Monday, 26 March 2018

Magical Journal Extract:'New Cycle Of Life Events'

Magical Journal Entry for Monday 26th March 2018
"Having spent time wandering the unchartered pathways within the abyss; having faced the Dweller and seeing its true face and its true nature; having rid myself of the toxins of Apollo's mirage; I found it time to leave behind the misty realm of Daath and come back to myself in a much more understanding way.

All the regrets; all the unrequited wishes ... exist within Daath. All the despair and all the hopelessness. It exists like discarded toys on the floor of that dreadful abyss. 

Then they are understood ... and suddenly dematerialise ... and you know within your spirit you are ready to face The Dweller On The Threshold. The long dark night is over ... and you are ready to venture beyond the realms of the human soul and its limited mind; into the world of the spirit; the Supernal Triangle. Binah, Chockmah and Kether. 

With mindfulness as a perpetual state, a second nature that permits me to merely observe anything and everywhere without a single thought or distraction ... I can travel freely without human burden into the upper realms and into the vibrations of my truest self and all those forgotten memories ... memories of times beyond the constraints of the apparent human soul and the limited field of mind. Out into the realms of pure thought and infinite consciousness.

It marks a new adventure for me ... as I find myself back where I was prior to the cycle of events that occurred in readiness for my journey to another shoreline and a time in my life away from my apparent human home land. This marks the moment when I gather my thoughts and use true magic to summon and create the next cycle of events in my life. I perhaps will be the Camel Of The Great Sea for others no more - Matthew James