It may be impossible to comprehend the reason for your existence; or how you came to be in consciousness awareness; or why you are connected to the earth plane; or what you are here for. But it is imperative you don't waste your time here. You are not here to play hour after hour, every day, on your favourite computer game. Nor are you here to be stuck in a job that demands a 12 hour working day. Nor are you here to be forced to shoot other human beings to death over man made country borders. None of that is important.
The important thing is to find your true self inside. Your spirit (Not the soul) and spend this time undertaking its requirements without fear of reprimand or consequence. What happens on that path is more than likely what the your higher spirit needs from you. It does not need you to spend every day trapped in invisible prison created by imagined fears. It requires you to be itself here on the virtual earth plane.
You need to put aside the reality that you are in a virtual world, connected to the body; but not inside the body. That reality doesn't help the task at hand. You need to rise to the challenge of being a 'double agent'. Effectively a spy here on this virtual reality. You need to embrace the chance of the once only experience of your human name ... with your eternal self's actions hidden in there somewhere. You need to find your true self's thoughts in your awareness; and adapt its perceptions. That way you will shape the reality ahead of you in the form that the higher spirit requires.
Then it won't have been a waste. The limited time left between now ... and your last moment connected, is plenty of time to make the connection with your higher spirit and learn to overcome the illusory fears that the human soul constructs due to its survival orientated left brain. Good luck!
