It was tiring, and life force draining.
Then life spun itself on a five pence piece, and everything changed. A permanent return back to the Northern Hemisphere after a fifteen year absence.
There was new challenges, and new pressures. Very little progress was made on the intuitive and guidance front. It didn't need to; for a respite was required. Implemented by the higher forces that have foraged the path for the last fifty plus years.
Life is now spent with a recognised 'normal' trade; reminders of what was line bookshelves and fill drawers. Several 'established' still have regular times for guidance; but the public displays, and the daily stream of faces, have ceased. For now. But for how long?
Days are spent observing and witnessing. Connections with higher forces are still there; feeding the conscious mind with constant input on what, where and when. But mindfulness and the observant mind keep it all in check.
Some new directive will come some day soon. But it still feels strange not to be in the competitive, tiresome and energy zapping 'psychic industry' any more. Excursions into social media reveals that nothing has changed in the 'show pony arena' ... and it never will. What a relief to be out of it; but also the regret that it's no longer part of life. It had been for so long ... and this respite is difficult, But higher forces dictate ... and will open those doors again when they have a need. Which they will. But its current 'dangerous times' to be making regular interactions with the other worlds ... its the right time to lie low - Matthew James
