Being given a different perspective on the nature of life, and existing on a different vibration to most, as a result of the dramatic insights .... can take its toll on an individual. Existing in isolation, being the loner, and being on the receiving end of a lifetime of ridicule, will make this individual question their very existence.
But with the isolation comes the realisation of the role, and of the nature of their spirit. Not being the cut of the popular figure, not vibrating like the norm ... hard graft for this lone spark in sea of apparent human existence. Especially when the left brain wiring makes human kind fear what they don't understand. Frustration too when the hapless and the naive prefer to listen to the ridiculous claims of the inexperienced and the deliberately misleading charlatans.
But with a shrug of the shoulders, the lone spark knows its because so few can even comprehend the vibration on which is stands. It is a witness to the ineptitude of the lesser flames, and an observer of the evolution of the growing spirits within the apparent human forms. They may be so short of where the spark stands, but an awakening has began. However slight ... there is an awareness there, no matter how mislead they are ...