There seems some great despair here. Something kept locked inside linked to the past. Immediate sense of being taken advantage of, and been torn between two sides. Nursing an injury that can’t be talked about because it is locked in tight. It is supposed to be hidden. But this person has remembered. Can recall those bad days. But can’t talk about them. Can only help others to avoid it happening to their children. A sense of disbelief as to who it was that is the cause of the injury. Rejection of the ideas at first, then to disprove it they investigated the situation and ended up proving it had taken place. Someone in their family. So they changed their name in order to get away from the person who had affected them so badly at an early age. Now they use the information to try to bring justice. But split loyalty is a hard thing to cope with … as other parts of the family deny the truth they remember. Has become involved as part and parcel of the search for their own personal justice. Can’t handle excessive stress as it acts like a doorway to memories they would not like to recall. A very sensitive soul with troubled sleep patterns and a need for understanding and peace of mind. Stress and trauma has split the personality into separate components in places. Each part denying the existence of the others. Manifested as mood swings and also potential differences in appearance/dress and even facial expressions. A complex soul trying to become whole again. Finds it hard to express themselves and accept love from males. Can be abrupt and distant with people. A defence mechanism as they find it hard to trust people. Torn up inside by what has taken place in life. They wish to help Kate & Gerry to end their suffering. Has an inkling to who or why with regard to Madeleine’s disappearance. Shares a common bond with the couple. Copyright Matthew James
