Search A Light In The Darkness

Tuesday, 6 March 2007

Profound Experience Of A Sound On A Different Dimension

Returning to the material world after a brief wandering into the inner worlds, I found I was still linked to another vibrational dimension with my conscious awareness. I realised I was 'bi-dimensional'; aware of both dimensions simultaneously.

On the other dimension I was clapping my hands. I 'heard' and 'felt' the sound of the resultant clap but not with my 'earth bound' ears. I experienced hearing and feeling the sound with my consciousness here on this dimension, and with my consciousness still linked into this other dimension. Both occurred at the same time.

I felt and heard it the clapping with my mind, plus I'd also observed my hands 'on the other dimension' clapping yet was aware of my body on this dimension. The sound and the feeling appeared to emanate from the region of my solar plexus in my form here on the earth plane.

The entire experience was wondrously profound.

Monday, 5 March 2007

Not The Normal Life

Looking back over the years, now, I realise mine has not been a ‘normal’ life. It certainly wasn’t a ‘normal’ childhood. During those years I did not realise the ‘difference’ to my peers and friends. I took it all in my stride, surviving it all the best way I could. Even the days after the ‘visitations’ and the ‘attacks’ the previous night. I never mentioned it to anyone. The few times I mentioned the occurrences to my parents, I was told predictably I’d been having a nightmare. I had merely assumed what was happening to me was life and it was something other people were experiencing too. The claims of the ‘aliens’ that I was special and a chosen one had no significance in my childhood days. It wasn’t something of any particular note.

It’s only now when I look back and try to make sense of it all, that I see the mayhem which was part of my life; that I see the manipulation and the trauma-control in the middle of all the ‘strange’ events in my life.

What I’d taken for granted; that which I’d managed somehow to cope with ‘because it was all part and parcel of life’ was in truth not the norm. It was torture and severe endurance. You see for most of my life from the age of 5 to 18 I was badly bullied by peers and adults alike. Not my parents – I must state that categorically. I had fantastic parents who loved their ‘black sheep’ son very much. No, my parents were as supportive as they could be. But the problem was, I rarely let them in on the torture I was enduring. I kept it all to myself. It had been the way I’d been conditioned to be. I suppose it was all part of the manipulation program? Or is that paranoia?

I remember now having sporadic second sight and precognitive dreams. Something was there protecting me in truth. But only to a degree, like even the benevolence knew what I had and had not to experience? It was like it was ‘in league’ with the malevolent force which would regularly enter my bedroom in the night time hours and torment me. I can still recall the memory of one of those typical night visits. The terror is instilled in me even now. However, I am no longer fearful of the force. I’ve learnt to adapt and ‘accept it’.

I remember I would settle into bed fine. Happy in my bedroom. Snuggling under the sheets I would always drift quickly and deeply into sleep. Then, sometime later, I would always awaken with the terror of paroxysm of muscles in my body; unable to scream; unable to move; unable to wake up! Something was always there with me. An invisible terror. Often the terror would manifest itself applying pressure on my chest; grabbing my arms or legs. Other times I would eventually wake up screaming.

Often around this time; usually the night after an attack; I would lie awake in my room becoming aware of some shadowy presence in the corner of my room. The sound like a ‘helicopter’ would emanate from somewhere. These were the times I would get up out of bed and wander to my parent’s room declaring ‘a devil has come for me again’. These were the times I was told I was having a nightmare.

I know now that on these occasions I was either arriving back in my material plane ‘body’ after a manipulation or abduction which took place on another dimensional level; or I’d somehow been woken (by a benevolent force) at the moment I was due to be abducted?

These attacks and attempts on me during my childhood were not ‘imagined’ nor were they the overactive imagination of a child. They were real and they had a profound effect on me as a child. I became withdrawn and shy. I was lacking in confidence and painfully introvert. Looking back now I must attribute the attack on me with the way I was at school. The attacks are therefore indirectly, or by external design, the reason I was bullied at school. The reason why my childhood became scarred and ruined. The reason why my life became a series of traumatic episodes.

It is only now at 41 that I can finally make sense of it all. Even so, the malevolent attacks did not cease, I am still a victim of them today. But, instead of being frightened and powerless, I am extremely angry and hostile to whatever force it is that attacks me still. My reaction now is to confront the force (if it is possible) and extrapolate the intentions of that force. It is not possible to have my childhood repaired; what’s done is done. But if I can make sense of why, I can then adapt the remaining years of my life to compensate for what has taken place in my life.

Therefore, it is also part of my ‘intended plan’ to somehow connect with the obviously benevolent force which had also been embroidered in my childhood ‘hauntings’. From the age of around 5 I had been contacted by a tall, white haired and white robed being (a Nordic?). It manifested itself to me as an old man – an image I presume it understood I would be comfortable with. It never gave me its name, but it did explain to me many times I was ‘special’ and ‘one of the chosen ones’. It would often take me around the galaxies showing the sights and the places in those galaxies. It showed me worlds which were teeming with ‘alien life’. I have always grown up knowing UFO’s and aliens were real. Never once have I viewed these visitations as imagination; they too have had such a profound effect on me.

It was in my twenties when I ‘woke up’ just like the benevolent old man had predicted, that I realised this being was possibly Thoth and I was somehow linked to him in a profound way. I attribute most of my ‘clairvoyance’ to this being and have the sense I have been ‘nurtured’ throughout my life by it. I have certainly been prepared and trained to accept the malevolent forces.

It is via this force that I understand the time has come for ‘confrontation’ in the coming years. However, I do not comprehend how this confrontation is to manifest. I have no doubt it will … as the activities of the malevolent force has increased recently. Which I feel is especially significant when put in perspective of ‘alien abductions’ and climatic change around the world. Something is coming to a head but as yet I do not know what it is. Or maybe I can’t recall what it is as yet.


Find The Good Side To Every Situation

You cannot have success without failure.
Any experience, even failure, can be transformed into something of value.

Everything depends on the way you look at things.
What are stumbling blocks and defeat before you
can be stepping stones to victory if you remain determined.

In all of your adversities lies the seeds of equivalent advantages.
In every defeat there is a lesson showing you how to win the next time.
View your problems as opportunities.
When it's dark enough you can see the stars.

The 12 Pyramids Of Thoth - PYRAMID 8

There is a Pyramid of Dreams. The soul who creates through this pyramid is known as the Dreamkeeper. The Pyramid of Dreams is located in the grids over Australia. It is within the energies of this region that the chosen priestesses and priestesses incarnated to guard and protect the creational knowledge stored within the matrix of dreamtime. This knowledge is given in keys during dreamtime to those ready to access it. Once the key is given, the soul, may return to the physical with the ability to move back and forth between realities. And that soul shall understand how to create in dreamtime and how that creation becomes manifest in the physical. When souls go to their place of sleeptime, it is there that they meet the Dreamkeeper.Within his matrix they may select experiencesjust as they do in their physical time.The Dreamkeeper takes the souls to his matrix of never-ending dreams, where anything can happen and usual does. And here the souls can fly, and be free. All souls visit the Dreamkeeper, and are linked to his matrix by way of their dream experiences. And the Dreamkeeper helps them resolve problems, and teaches the souls the true nature of their experiences. And some will see this dreamtime as the truer reality as for it is as real as anything else within the matrix. Some souls have great difficulty returning to their other conscious realities as the dream matrix allows them the freedom they seek. A part of all souls remains connected to the matrix and the Dreamkeeper, to reconnect once again when the physical body rests. Close your eyes and relax your mind. Remove yourself from your physical form. Come with me now to meet the Dreamkeeper where everything and anything is possible.

So what is the Matrix?

It is information, a ready-to-wear world and belief system broadcast to the DNA as frequencies and decoded into holographic 3D collective reality.

The DNA/RNA network, in the act of 'observing' wave patterns, transforms them into holographic illusion. So everything which we humans think they see, including the body, is a hologram, a 3D illusion, which is fed to humans to trap human consciousness in mesmerised servitude.

Taken from 'Infinite Love Is The Only Truth, Everything Else Is Illusion' by David Icke

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Thanks to some pioneering work over the last century or so, we are now starting on the path of being able to manipulate this energy for our own benefit. This has given rise to simple energy devices that effectively direct and balance this energy to heal anything from a sick person to a sick building, with startling results.




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Accept Change With A Smile


Sooner or later, you'll experience a crisis in your life,
and how you meet it will determine your future happiness and success.

Since the beginning of time, everyone has been called upon to meet such a crisis.
A closer look will show you that most "crisis situations"
are opportunities to either advance or stay where you are.


In fact, most changes in your life will take place
out of either "inspiration" or "desperation."
Whatever comes your way,
give it meaning and transform it into something of value.


Your personal growth is the process of responding positively to change.
A precious stone cannot be polished without friction,
nor humanity perfected without trials.


What Did They Mean When They Wrote This?

NOT FOR THE INNOCENT
By Kiss

I'm mean and I'm dirty, like none you've ever seen
Bad habits drip like honey, no tongue can lick me clean
I'm not of royal blood, I've never been discreet
Better lock up your daughters, we're comin' to your town
We're here for the slaughter, kick you when you're down
Kick you when you're down

Chorus:
We're not for the innocent, we're not for the innocent
We're not for the innocent,
let the beast run wild

I've been damned, I've been cursed, I've been guilty and abused
I spit the hangman in his face and hung him on his noose
Habitual threat, I got you in my claws


Gonna tan your hide, rip the flesh off your bones
Look me in the eye, and you're gonna turn to stone
You're gonna turn to stone


These are just lyrics right? No meaning. No influence? Just written by a rock band to make money? Right. The rock band in question is KISS; one of the most influential Glam Rock band of the 70's & 80's. Just what message were they trying to get across to the world with this song?

I must admit, for years certain Kiss songs (this one included) have been in my top 100 songs. It's surprising how many times you listen to a song without being consciously aware of the lyrics or the meaning of the song. Unaware of the subliminal effect the song is having. It was only today while playing the song on my Ipod that I heard the words 'royal blood' and 'slaughter' and 'let the beast run wild' that the song struck a chord.

It has been the traditional imagery of Kiss to dress up as demons; having Gene Simmons appear on stage, and on merchandise, with fake blood dripping from his mouth .... was it just a stage act or was there something more sinister? Was one or more members of the band victim of decompartmentalisation of their mind (or minds). Did they receive trigger words or 'anvils'? To what end?

Just a thought.

Eighty Percent of success is showing up

When you're sure you're on the right road to attaining success,
you don't have to plan your journey too far ahead.
Don't burden yourself with doubts and fears as to the obstacles that may bar your progress.
You don't need to know all your answers in advance.
Just have a clear idea of the goal you want to reach.

You can only take one step at a time.
Once you muster up the courage to begin,
you'll find the courage to succeed.
You'll get what you want if you go after it.

It's the job you never start that always takes the longest to finish.

Remote Viewing: Will Chicago Airport Be The next 9/11?

As incredible and unbelievable as it seems ... is Chicago Airport (or another USA Airport) going to be the next 9/11? A 'freight plane' (or planes) packed with explosives flown into a passenger terminal to create maximum mayhem and loss of life?

Unintentional & unplanned remote viewing. A 'higher intelligence' mapped my own projection and interrupted; thrusting me into the exit of a passenger aircraft via an escape chute amid flames and confusion. Ahead of me an airport terminal had been reduced to rubble; emergency services were everywhere. I was given the 'understanding' that 'terrorists' had hijacked freight aircraft and flown them into a USA airport passenger terminal. I was given the impression it was Chicago.

Sunday, 4 March 2007

Why is this Happening to Me? The Universal Question of all Abductees

Donald Worley, Alien Abduction Researcher

'You are not alone in this. There are at least unknown hundreds of thousands of people, who are a part of this relentless ongoing project. It has been going on for a long time.

Most "chosen ones" who realize something is going on learn to adjust to it and lead near normal lives.

A small fraction have doubted their sanity and have been committed to a mental hospital or resorted to suicide. Others have very disturbed lives. This would not happen if I could have found them.

I will not discuss the possible motives that the lawless intruders (aliens) have for doing what they are doing. Instead, I want to concentrate on you the focal point of this situation. Whatever the facts of your involvement, you must understand that you are Creator GOD's beautiful soul.

He is a personal GOD and in his orderly scheme of things, no matter how things seem now, you will go on beyond the barriers of death and time. This Earth and your journey at this time in this dimension is a schoolroom for your soul's development.

Your body is like a blue Tiffany box that holds a gift. Once the box is discarded the treasure remains. It is eternal, indestructible. You must now forever know this in your heart as you endure this very strange role you are forced to play. '

http://www.abduct.com/worley/worley44.php

Let Me Clarify

But I'm not saying this explains ALL abductions and manipulations. It just explains those similar to my own. This reality is teaming with multi-dimensional 'life' and frequencies, therefore many many different intelligencies will be inter-acting here; all with their own agendas.

What If?


What if the 'Higher Intelligence' behind my lifelong experiences of 'manipulation' and 'trauma control' are in fact benevolent. What if their wishes for 'my eyes to be their eyes; my ears to be their ears; my hands to be their hands' etc are not a malevolent experimentation at all.

**If this material reality is indeed a matrix-like biological computer and it is currently experiencing a 'hard drive upgrade' then new versions of the game's players will have to be tested?

**What if a group of 'volunteers' have agreed to test the forerunner 'beta' version of the software?

**Might not this include the manipulation of DNA & RNA antenna signals once the 'souls' have incarnated?

**Could this not be the fine tuning of the antenna to anticipate certain conditions and situations within this material reality?

**And the only way to guarantee the new beta versions work is to put them on the front line ... face to face with the computer virus? Namely, the 4th destiny Greys and their controllers?

Ok, Let's Start The 'Investigation' Here!


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Frequencies Of Control


ONE
Finding it so difficult to think and to feel
My mind is wounded, it cannot heal
Invisible handlers manipulate to extrapolate fear
I remain untainted, I sense them near

Electronic impulses enter my consciousness
Increasing my heart beat, itching my skin, causing me stress
I feel them, I hear them ... wavelengths of manipulation
I refuse to conform, I have freewill, I will endure this frustration
Until the 4th density sensation junkies are gone!


TWO
The electronic interference is a constant hum now
Always present there in the back of my mind
Frequencies fluctuate between low and high
My emotional state a daily roller coaster ride
The handlers clinical and lacking in emotion
Applying the technology to manipulate me

But I am able to resist ... succumbing only to minor shifts

My focus is on how I should feel ...
I refuse to permit the negative to take effect
As they suppress me and impress on me to end my life
The primal fear of death the trigger they use

THREE
But ... I am now so aware of the plan ... the 'experiment'
Iam curious to their needs ...
Why must they harness my genetics in such a way
What is it I ... and others like me .... possess?
Here is the mystery I am about to explore ....

Lunar Eclipse 4th March 2007



LUNAR ECLIPSE 4TH MARCH 2007
The above images capture the lunar eclipse experienced across Europe. Photographs courtesy of www.bbcnews.co.uk. The eclipse was reported as one of the most spectacular in recent years.

WYSIWYG Within The Computer Game Of Survival

Consciousness makes a decision, based on its state of being, of what form and bloodline to inhabit on the endless journey of evolution through experience. As with everything, the current state of being will naturally attract, or is attracted to, the physical form and experiences which are compatible with where the consciousness is journeying from, mentally, emotionally and spiritually.

A factor involved in the process is known as vibrational synchronisation - magnetism - between the frequency of the consciousness and the frequency represented by the DNA of the material world body it is to inhabit.

According to a member of the 'royal' Plantagenet Bloodline:

'we all begin as the smallest fragment of energy - barely a spark - and even before consciousness we seek to unite with other sparks like a moth seeking light. At the point we realise we are separate, we attain consciousness and continue to seek to unite with other consciousness. BY this time we are what I call light balls - our truest conscious nature. We develop into more than just a light ball. But this does not happen over millions of years. Rather it happens in a single moment of clarity, a flash of consciousness. The vehicle for this transformative growth is reincarnation.

This I feel relates to our 'existence' within this matrix software program. Where we enter a 'physical form' which matches to the requirements of the game settings we have programmed prior to connecting to this genetic computer and entering the virtual reality game. What we are experiencing therefore is much like the WYSIWYG vision of the main character in something like Grand Theft Auto Vice City or San Andreas!

And One More!

Completely 'surreal' this one; a bit like an illustration or artwork done in Photoshop or similar for a computer game! I'm tempted to label this one as an obvious fake. But anyway, it's here in case it is real (unlikely I feel).

The Three Types Of Humans

  1. The 'pure software program' or the horse with no rider which includes the pure Illuminati bloodlines;
  2. The self aware consciousness, which is the majority of the human race, trapped in the illusion and dominated by the program
  3. The 'maverick consciousness' a much smaller - but rapidly growing - group of humans who are connected in awareness to consciousness beyond the matrix. For this reason they perceive life and the world very differently from the rest and can be seen as crazy or dangerous.

Source: David Icke 'Infinite Love Is The Only Truth, Everything Else Is Illusion'

Too Good To Be True


One more UFO image from the recent google image search ... surely this is too god to be true? This is an obvious fake right? Chickenfeed? Disinformation ...

Remote Viewing: An Unknown Distant World

A Distant World
(Provisional Drawing)
Original Artwork by
Matthew James
March 2007

Amah & Kirkaissen


Two 'contacts' of mine received over the last twenty or so years are the names Amah & Kirkaissen. Both claim to be group soul minds and both claim to be located beneath my feet in the underworld kingdoms which are said to exist within the earth.

A google search of Amah indicates the word to mean 'a woman hired to suckle a child of someone else'. I've never found any reference to Kirkaissen.

I'm reluctant to pursue either link without further evidence. Much prosody has been written regarding Amah. I am however wary. I seek more clues and more insight.

Remaining Fearless Through It All


As I sit here and add these entries, presences move around me. Forms of light catch my vision at the corner of my eye. To my left and to my right. But, they are ignorant to my telepathic request for identities and intentions. I gain only momentary pressure in my right ear; a faint touch on my right shoulder. They are deliberate and clinical in their arrival, knowing I sense them there. Knowing it frustrates me further. My skills at mediation fail me. I reach out with my consciousness, shifting and changing the dial on my frequency but to no avail.

Was my 'mediumship' false therefore? Did I truly reach out and receive those wonders from those who had left this plane? Or had it been passed down to me from a higher plane? How then can I change this checkmate scenario?
Maybe it isn't time? Maybe there are changes afoot. My professional consultations are now a thing of the past. I merely recall it how it once was. Expectant faces before me ... confidentally I would speak and bring forth into the world 'total undenial proof' ... bluntly and to the point. Some would say clinically. Giving undenial and absolute proof. Making connections. Putting minds at rest. Solving murders. Receiving reasons for suicides. Actual causes of death. Physical conditions which were not my own but belonged to the deceased who came in close and lent to me their condition. So I could describe a heart attack or a cancerous throat. I even developed the deceased person's voice or the colour of their eyes. Or the way they would sit. Or the exact words they would have used would come out of my mouth without my control reducing my client to tears.
Many, many years of the art and I suppose I became complacent. I took it for granted it was the road I was meant to trek. But now ... there is only a silent phone. My runes and my tarot are packed away. My mediation and mediumship deserts me.
I sit and I experience the presences around me. I am clueless to the next trek. Maybe there will be nothing now. Maybe the fourth density experiment is over. The gifts have left me. But ... then, my 'handlers' or my 'controllers' are still around me. Dictating what I should think or I should say. Adopting the trauma punishment process again with the night attack and the restraint of my thoughts ... I have been depressed and not myself today. I have been taciturn and moody and aggressive. I've been weary. I've been so unlike my recent self.
I sense now the backing off. They are now fading to the periphery. No doubt aware it is time for illusory sleep. (A movement from my left then and a shadow across my face and a feeling of coldness - letting me know they are still there). Once I lay down to sleep, they will sense my dropping down into alpha state once more ... and no doubt activate the sciatic nerve to ache or make me itch ...
But I will prevail. I will be patient. I will attain sleep and projection. For several nights now at some point in 'the night' I've met up with my Father and we've shared travels to distant lands (worlds). We've explored places together like we once had explored mountain peaks and ridges. I anticipate we shall again. Soon. It spurs me on.
I remain fearless despite the fresh marks on my left hand and the suppression of my emotions today. Fear is the key. It is the conduit which the fourth density is dependant upon to make a connection with the third density. Give them unconditional love I say! That will send the almond faced hijackers scurrying. It will keep the reptilean bastards at bay!

Too Distant To Know For Sure


This is an interesting photograph, as it is concurrent with the UFO artifacts which I have been observing recently in the skies above me. Inconclusive because the object is too distant to know for sure. The sceptical minded would dismiss this as being nothing more than some discoloration on the photograph, or an anomaly of the development process ... but I'd stick my head on the block with this one and say it is genuine. Refer to my artist's impressions of the 'craft' i've seen to compare.


This again is another candidate of the 'too distant to know for sure' category. But again, it is similar to what I've seen in the skies, so it is a genuine UFO in my opinion. It's a pity the photographer didn't have a zoom lens and had a closer look.

And Another 'Find' For Good Measure



This is a fake right? A hot air balloon? The object is definitely there .. it is reflected in the water ... but wait a minute I thought a UFO was silver? This is yellow/orange in colour so it can't be a UFO??? Or have I missed something here?

I am open minded to a certain degree, but have trained myself to be the 'world's worst critic'. I've had to with the phenomena which has bombarded me throughout my life. This image ... cannot be a UFO? I should label it as chickenfeed or disinformation. But ... what if it is really a UFO? Only the photographer (and the pilot of the object) know for sure. The rest of us can only speculate.

It's too obvious in truth. Nice picture though.

Interesting Beach Scene - What's In The Sky?


Putting 'UFO' into Google Image search heralded a whole host of UFO illustrations, UFO paraphenalia, UFO web sites and also debatable photographs of UFO's. Classics included of a 'UFO' in the top left hand side of the photograph with the Roswell road side in the foreground complete with smiling tourist. It was too good to be true and therefore an obvious fake! I found the image above, first impression this is a fake too ... the vague, out of focus image in the sky added to the picture after it was taken. But on closer inspection I wasn't that sure. So its included here ... in case it is a real bonefide UFO. If not, remember 'chickenfeed'!

The 12 Pyramids Of Thoth - PYRAMID 7

The pyramid in the grids over Europe creates the great mythologies for the souls to experience.

The soul who creates through this pyramid goes by the frequency, Triogenes the Story Teller.He is one who can capture the imagination of one soul, or all souls, as he weaves the patterns of his stories throughout the energies of the matrix.

These patterns would appear to repeat in cycles,each with its own cast of characters incorporated in a body of work that would have no beginningnor end but would weave forever creating new stories.Woven into the fabric of each myth are the keys of the creational process. These myths would be regarded as the Great Mysteries of the Creation of Humanity. And these myths would take on many dimensions and lessons, in which the souls could select one or more roles.

Myths are not bound by space nor time,and may be entered as the souls may desire.Let us enter the Halls of the Pyramid of Mythological Rendering.There you will be able to interact in all myths, at the same time, by merely placing your consciousness into their matrix.

For it is here that I, Thoth the scribe, write many of the storylines as dictated to me by the souls.

Perhaps you and I can create a myth of our own.

For in truth, all is myth, myth is all.

SATURDAY 7TH SEPTEMBER 1996


"Had visitors in room! Physical manifestations of three or four beings beside me, one in front of dressing table unit. Hard to describe them except they were wearing some kind of armoured suit which resembled an egyptian headdress. Couldn't clearly see facial features but was aware of some kind of spinning wheel around solar plexus area on one of them - possibly a chakra. Closed eyes, and then opened again moments later. Aware still of beings but they'd resorted back to light body forms."
Excerpt from my diary of Saturday 7th September 1996 - the entry relating to the beings dressed as egyptians.

Not my best drawing ever! But these beings appeared something like the artist's impression on the right. They only appeared partially, almost like being paint sprayed onto the air in front of me. My memory still replays the moments, however the imagery is vague. I seem to recall going back to sleep? But did I?

After 11 years it still remains a mystery to me. Noticing the description of aliens appearing in Egyptian dress sparked the memory again. It is one stage closer for me to uncover who they were ... and why they were standing before me on that day .....

George W Bush - The Prohecy Of His Coming

'As democracy is perfected, the office of president represents, more and more closely, the inner soul of the people.

On some great and glorious day, the plain folks of the land will reach their heart's desire at last and the White House will be adorned by a downright moron.'

H.L. Mencken (1880-1956)

Did Yesterday Really Exist?


What if archeaological finds, relics and 'other historical evidence' are merely written into the program of the matrix at this point?

DNA is constantly receiving information from the matrix, so 'history' at any stage is only what the matrix chooses to communicate to the DNA.


Did yesterday really exist as you thought it did or is it just a signal your DNA is receiving now?

DAVID ICKE
'Infinite Love Is The Only Truth, Everything Else Is Illusion'
P94





Saturday, 3 March 2007

Another Hand Print

Another hand print ... yes ...!

This time on my upper left arm. I had some disturbance in the night, around 11:45pm not long after going to bed. I felt hyperactive and too awake to sleep. Plagued with itches all over my body. My left leg was sore again. Everything was against me sleeping.

I turned on my side, and something grabbed me! Nipped me! Hurt me!

I murmured and 'grumped' ....

Next morning (this morning) ... I noticed red marks on my left arm. Three clear finger prints across my arm and a long scratch and reddened area running up my arm.

Kristine mentioned she'd heard my grumping ... and her reaction was I'd done it to myself! Yeah right!

Are Said To Dress Like Ancient Egyptians

"The 'Gizeh People' have been referred to by alient contactees. This 'may' have some connection with the strange 'people' and technology allegedly encountered in deep labyrinthine recesses beneath Egypt, who were sometimes reportedly seen by explorers, and who are said to dress like 'ancient Egyptians'. There is allegedly, according to Leading Edge Research, a huge cavern deep beneath Egypt which is inhabited by people with close ties with the U.S. 'secret government'. Some sources indicate that the 'Giza People' may be a 'controlled' society with the reptilians being the dominant power, although there is still much mystery as to what the "Gizeh Empire" is all about."

Various internet sources refer to the Gizeh people. The description is the same. Uninformative. A 'could be'. Yet, what wa of interest to me in this statement is 'are said to dress like ancient Egyptians'.

I refer of course to my own visitation experience when a group of 'beings' stood manifested before me; 'about four or five feet tall'; 'dressed in egyptian like attire' .... could what visited me be these 'Gizeh People' (GIZAN or Gizahn)??

I wonder. If i'd not had such a powerful and memorable visitation myself then I would be sceptical of the whole thing - the abduction claims, the alien visitation culture. But, this strand of information, though very limited, gives me a clue as to the identity of these elusive beings.

It still doesn't answer the why? Why visit me ... and insignificant member of the Human Race who has second sight abilities and a lifetime of visitations, contacts, visions and other paranormal experiences .... why?

Mars: Halt! Who Goes There?

Here is another 'interesting' image beamed back from Mars. Nasa dismisses this image as nothing more than a previous probe debris, or something similar. Bollocks!

This is clearly some manned vehicle coming to investigate the landed probe?

The realisation here is the fact that were that image to be in colour the sky would be blue and it could almost be a scene from any desert on Earth. Image if a probe of unknown origin was to land in a desert region of Earth. Radar and satellite surveillance would track it and a land vehicle would investigate the object! I see it as being no different on Mars. An intelligence will have tracked the Terra probe and come to check it out ... NASA are trespassing on some other intelligence's world after all.

Remember, there have previous probes sent to Mars which have 'disappeared' with all transmissions lost. It is extremely feasible that these probes have trespassed in sensitive areas of Mars ... maybe their equivalent to Area 51!

Also, know without a shadow of doubt that NASA higher echelons and the world Elite KNOW there is life on Mars. This adds a different dimension to the probes. The real intention, to me anyway (and no doubt to loads of other open minded folk around the world) is that the folk 'in the know' are checking out the weapon and intelligence capabilities of our nearest planetary neighbour (beside the Moon).

It's a real shit situation on Earth with all this clandestine skullduggery by the power and ritual mad psychotics who claim control of this world. They conceal the truth from the peoples of this world and treat us all like lowly mushrooms (think about it). With the big brother technology and plans they are SHIT SCARED of us finding out. I feel these photographs are the cracks in the dam walls. Once the walls collapse ... who knows what will be found in the hidden libraries, laboratories and storage facilities in this world!!!

Mars: Evidence Of Tall Artificial Structures


These images are impressive to say the least. Ok, there is a large degree of tampering and pixel alteration on the part of NASA in an attempt to conceal what is there. But it is not at all difficult to see what is there! I mean ... why go to all the trouble and expense of distorting images back from Mars if it isn't to hide the ONE thing which is the obvious ... evidence of intelligent life on Mars!

These images show definite evidence tall artificial structures, namely, a city on the surface of Mars. Whether it is inhabited? That is the only question which these pictures cannot answer.

However, there so many strange anomalies and so much evidence on the pictures coming back from Mars ... the only conclusion to be made by an open mind is that Mars supported intelligent life in the past, and still does at this moment in time!

Remote Viewing: Martian 'Tubes'

Commencement of visualisation on Mars Probe photograph of strange looking tubes on Mars. Fantastic structure. Awareness clear floating down on tube. Closer and closer. Tube wall looming larger and larger. Passing through a crystal or glass layer into a large open space. No illumination. Sensing darkness within the tube like structure. Choice of direction to left or right. Moving to the right. Tubing is then filled with illumination from an unknown source above or on the walls. Awareness then of a water source on the floor to the right. Flowing water. Appearing like an artesian canal. Water being transported gradually downwards. A pathway to the left. The water then directed downwards and out of sight. The passageway leading now into a large cavern filled with lights. Too bright to discern what is in the cavern.

Blinding bands of light. Transportation craft of some type? In motion. Passed through the beam of light. Awareness then of being inside some kind of tubular transporter (like an underground tube train?) travelling at immense speed.

Transported to another location. Aware of presences but unable to discern their appearance. Aware they could sense I was there. Intelligence detecting my projection. No malevolence. Just curiosity.

Friday, 2 March 2007

I'm From The New World Order ... I'm Here To Help You!


An Open Eye Is An Open Mind

Time Travellers?

Check out Time Travellers at http://time-travelers.org/. They have an interesting 'notion' or 'philosophy' that:

"The techniques and information found here are imported from the remote future by a group of Time Travelers called the "Collective". Each of us has a time traveler from the future, called a "TTO", (Time Traveling Oversoul), that is part of this group. What this means for you is an unprecedented opportunity to increase your power and level of consciousness to any degree you desire."

I remain impartial & open minded on this subject. The information contained in their web site is interesting.

Remote Viewing: Moon Tower

The blackness of space located, visualised and entered. The surface of the Moon loomed. Awareness soared across invisible. Undetected. A tall, straight tower structure stood. The ground around its base deserted. The structure explored. Long thin stem like compartments for stability. Metallic. No bare metal detected. A sense the tower resonated. A sentinel watching. Receiving & transmitting signals from deep space. From the surface of nearby Earth. To the base of the tower structure. An entrance. Through a door closed. No visible lock or door. A sense the door will slide. Into an inner podium. An identical door. Through into a large chamber like atrium. Deserted. A sense of detection. Lurking presence aware of frequency. Aware of consciousness. Many transcendant forms enter here.

A distraction then in awareness. Perhaps a deliberate red herring. A link with a 'new group mind?' Offers to the new addition to join. Recruitment? No way of discerning where the thoughts originated from. Thoughts in the mind from a source. Human? Alien? No malevolence. No clinical coldness. Friendliness in the telepathy. Almost like kinship? Origins a ship in orbit around Earth?

Refocus on internal structure of tower. Some vision of the outside through screens. No concept of height. Awareness remained at the base. Presences. Many presences then in the atrium area. Like drones. Robotics? Consciousness created for a purpose. Most with no awareness or feelings. Just programmed responses. Assigned to observe (earth?). To farm (again earth?). Aware then of a few in the numbers who've had 'experience' of sentient beings. Development of emotions and feelings in their consciousness. Seen as the more advanced of the group.

No sense at any time of any detection. No malevolence. Feeling though of being observed. Some power knew consciousness was remote viewing.

Your Success Depends On The Support Of Others

You do not exist for yourself.
The only hurdle between you and what you want to be,
is the support of others.
Put yourself in another's place,
and you'll know why they think and do certain things.
You can succeed fastest by helping others to succeed.
Always think in terms of what the other person wants.
You'll get everything in life that you want
if you'll help enough other people get what they want.
Doing things for others always pays dividends.
You're not an isolated island.
You're a piece of the planet, a piece of the universe.
Personal relationships are the fertile soil from which all advancement,

all success, all achievement in real life grows.
Help someone's boat across a river and you'll find
your own boat has reached the shore too.

Life In Abundance Comes Only Through Great Love

There is no force more potent than love.
Take away love and your world is a tomb.
Your life echoes emptiness without love.
With it, your life will vibrate with warmth and meaning.
Even during hardship, love will shine through.
As you look back upon the events in your life
you will find that the moments that stand out,
the moments when you have really lived,
are the moments when you have done things in a spirit of love.
If you have it, you don't need to have anything else,
and if you don't have it,
it doesn't matter what else you have.
Therefore, search for love.
Once you have learned to love, you will have learned to live.
Love is the most important ingredient to your success.

There Is No Success Without Hardship

The world is so constructed that if you wish to enjoy its pleasures,
you must also endure its pains.
Like it or not, you cannot have one without the other.
Success is not measured by what you accomplish.
It's measured by the opposition you encounter,
and the courage with which you maintain your struggle against the odds.

You'll find all things are difficult before they are easy.
The greater your obstacles, the more glory in overcoming them.

So, make up your mind before you start that sacrifice is part of the package.

No pain, no gain;
No thorns, no throne;
No cross, no crown.


You have to go through the negative before you get to the positive.
The highway to success is a toll road.

YOUR LIFE WILL BE WHAT YOU MAKE OF IT


The golden opportunity you are seeking lies within you.
It's not in your environment.
It's not in luck or chance,
or in the help of others.


It's all in you.


There are opportunities all around you.
If the door of opportunity appears closed,
you must knock on it and keep knocking on it until it opens.
You must become an opener of doors.
You can develop your opportunities
by applying persistence and tenacity to your possibilities.


Success doesn't come to you.
You must go to success.

YOU CAN ACHIEVE ANYTHING

You can have anything on earth that you want,
once you mentally accept the fact that you can have it.
If you want to be successful,
begin by thinking of yourself as being successful.
The feeling of being successful has to come first.
If you have a deep inner conviction
that you will always have all that you need,
if you actually feel prosperous, it will be so.
The only thing that stands between you
and what you want from life
is simply the will to pursue it
and the faith to believe that it is possible.
Only your mind sets your limits.

Thursday, 1 March 2007

The Eye of The Pyramid


"If only the eyes could see
Then you'd know your destiny
The mind is an enemy
And you just need a friend"


Why Are They Watching Me
Ronnie James Dio

Magnesium Deficiency – What The Kiwis Need To Know

It is a known fact that New Zealand has soil which is lacking in a vital mineral, Magnesium. Here is information relating to Magnesium deficiency which every Kiwi needs to know:

Magnesium Deficiency – The Symptoms

Deficiency symptoms have three categories:

Early symptoms include irritability, anorexia, fatigue, insomnia, and muscle twitching. Other symptoms include poor memory, apathy, confusion, and reduced ability to learn.

Moderate deficiency symptoms consist of rapid heartbeat and other cardiovascular changes.

Severe deficiency of magnesium could lead to tingling, numbness, sustained contraction of the muscles, and hallucinations and delirium.

Because magnesium plays such a wide variety of roles in the body, the symptoms of magnesium deficiency can also vary widely. Many symptoms involve changes in nerve and muscle function. These changes include muscle weakness, tremor, and spasm. In the heart muscle, magnesium deficiency can result in arrhythmia, irregular contraction, and increased heart rate.

Because of its role in bone structure, the softening and weakening of bone can also be a symptom of magnesium deficiency. Other symptoms can include: imbalanced blood sugar levels; headaches; elevated blood pressure; elevated fats in the bloodstream; depression; seizures; nausea; vomiting; and lack of appetite.

Some further symptoms of magnesium deficiency are irritability and belligerence.

Another symptom of magnesium deficiency is depression . Depression is a mood disorder that can lead to suicide. The activity of serotonin receptors is affected by changes in magnesium levels. Taber's Cyclopedic Medical Dictionary says that serotonin is a potent vasoconstrictor and is thought to be involved in neural mechanisms important in sleep and sensory perception. A relationship between migraine and magnesium has been established. There is also a connection between migraine and major depression. It has also been found that magnesium relieves the depression of premenstrual syndrome by changing serotonin activity.

This suggests that part of the high rate of violent crime, being currently experienced in New Zealand, could be mitigated by ending the magnesium deficiencies that have been imposed as a result of government approval of magnesium-deficient water, magnesium-deficient white flour products such as white bread and buns, and cola drinks which cause loss of Mg due to phosphates contained in cola drinks, and high-fat diets which combine with Mg in the digestive tract forming useless magnesium soaps which are excreted. Thus, fast food meals of hot-dogs or hamburgers on magnesium-deficient buns, accompanied by greasy fries, and washed down with colas, may eventually lead to Mg-deficiency, reductions in serotonin, and increases in violence.

A connection between magnesium deficiency and suicide has been found. In a study of suicide statistics, French scientist M. L. Robinet discovered that:

The comparison of geological maps and statistics establishes in a striking manner the influence of the magnesium content of the soil on the number of suicides...It is evident that one doesn't commit suicide because the soil is poor in magnesium. But, those who regularly absorbed a good amount of magnesium salts have a more stable equilibrium, they support adversity with more calm and do not renounce everything to avoid some sorrow...The use of magnesium permits one to support adversity with more serenity.

Important Nutrient Interactions
How do other nutrients interact with magnesium?

The relationship between magnesium and calcium is one of the most actively researched, and yet not fully understood mineral-to-mineral relationships. On one hand, magnesium is required in order for calcium to maintain a balanced role in the body's metabolism. On the other hand, magnesium can compete with calcium and prevent calcium from trigger certain events, like the relay of a nerve message or the contraction of a muscle.

Because of the complex relationship between calcium and magnesium, healthy diets almost always need to contain foods rich in both minerals. Magnesium also has an important relationship with potassium, and helps regulate the movement of potassium in and out of our cells.

Finally, because magnesium can be attached to certain building blocks of protein (called amino acids), increased intake of protein can sometimes help improve the body's magnesium status.

Read More: The On-line Magnesium Library:

http://www.mgwater.com/index.shtml

Oh ... And Another Thing

An 'Eye Of Horus' was spotted by Kristine on the ceiling above us. I'd literally just created the blocking frequency and mentioned to her about an Eye Of Horus; 'funny you mention that, before you'd said it I saw an Eye Of Horus on the ceiling'.

There is a significance with Eyes Of Horus-like manifestations with regard to The Keys Of Enoch. It is related to the way transcendental beings from above the 4th density communicate ... I will post later with that significance as I have read somewhere!

Another Disruptor & The Worm Which Turned

Further to experiencing a visitation by an Androgynous entity declaring 'I don't like the way you've grown' (which I subsequently disregarded), further disruption was experienced recently. Drifting into an inner place of serenity I felt an entity attempting to hold me or pull me back, by applying force on my shoulders. The pressure of the force wasn't too much of a distraction, but it was sufficient for me not to ease down into alpha state and commence my projected journey.

Cleverly, the entity again knew the precise moment I was due to shift into alpha state. So obviously my mind waves are monitored.

Unperturbed, I resumed the expedition. Able to ignore the itches which appeared on my skin. More disruption. The material plane was fading when I was aware of a presence moving in close.

It's next attempt at disruption I could not ignore. It was suffice for my eyes to open and the projection lost.

An electrical buzzing sound, entered my left ear and proceeded to build in its intensity. The journey was lost.

Later. I 'discovered' the means to produce frequency 'sounds' in my mind; in my consciousness. Instinctively I was aware I now had the means to 'frequency jam' and block out these 4th density disruptors. So obviously I have overcome some hold, some control, entities have had on me. Their displeasure has been so obvious. Telepathic voices, electrical noises, prodding and tapping on my shoulders and arms, sensations of itching across my body.

The 'force' is not kabbalah in nature. I can say that with certainty. No reference to Daath describes any negative forces of this type. Extending my belief into the abduction and alien community has been the only obvious choice. Analysing my own experiences throughout my life has indicated similar disruptive forces whenever I have drifted from a pathway some force wishes me to follow. Currently I refuse to conform to the trauma based life some 4th density force has planned for me. Indeed it has been the same pathway some force had planned for me throughout my life.

Because fear no longer plays a part in my life. Fear has given way to curiosity to discover the force behind the control. Curiosity turned then to sympathy when I discovered the 'sensation junkie' addiction behind most of the actions of beings devoid of emotions and sensations of their own. This sympathy has currently turned into anger. Anger that I realise over 70% of my life and my decisions have been controlled by these cosmic freaks!

Therefore I'm now gathering weaponry to fight these bastards. At night I watch them form in my bedroom. I see their Reptilean forms and almond-eyed faces float on the ceiling above me. I see them shimmer into the shadows in the corners of the room. Fearlessly I stare right into their thought form fields and beam the only force I know they can't stand .... what we humans call love. The universal force ...

By their reaction then I know the worm has turned. I receive the low hum of some low frequency technology which they had then 'set on' me. I watch as laser beams flash across the room towards me. I watch an interlace of energies in the room as they try to 'recondition' me and my surroundings. However, I stand firm and merely wave at them.

To date, in the three nights I've adopted this new stance there has been no prodding of my feet which now protrude out of the quilt. There have been no taps on my shoulders or any other type of disruption in the night.

I have become disruptive in their reality for a change.

Thought for the Day

FEAR:

Fear lives in the future
We can't fear the past

Fear is a future thing.
And since the future’s all in our heads,
fear must be a head thing.

F.E.A.R
' False Evidence Appearing Real'

Mediating The Unknown


It shall come to pass
That the modern way shall be discarded
As the theatrical
Is seen for what it is ....

You were provided with the means
And the need
And the will
To reach out deep into the wavelengths
Bringing back what you discovered there.

The time shall arrive
A new day dawning
When all that is learnt from before
Is forgotten
And that which was placed at an early age
Shines through like a flame

Your mouth will open
Your voice shall speak
But they will not be your words
The universal tongue
The forgotten ways
Illumination for a troubled world

Know it shall come to pass
For what I say
Is always so
I am woken now within you
Child

Long Meg

LONG MEG
Long Meg & Her Daughters Circle, Cumbria, UK
Original Photograph by
Matthew James

In Those Days

In those days I would captivate an audience with my 'mediumship'. Proof of life after death. Picking on 'victims' this reluctant medium would proceed with a link from another dimension and provide snippets of personal information which I couldn't possibly know.

I was genuine. I respected the art but was never happy with my gift.

I always warned my audiences that I would be 'blunt' and say it how it was including the swearing if there was any. I proceeded then to off load all the telepathic information which a dimensional source had given to me.

I learnt over the years to 'filter' the information - putting brain into gear before using my mouth - because often the information was not really for public ears.

'I have your grandfather talking to me. He called a spade a spade'; I began once somewhere in the North of England; 'he tells me to ask you about David.'

'Which David? There are two' was the nervous reply.

'The older one.' I replied.

'But he's married.'

'That has never stopped you before.' Was my roof lifting reply.



'2112'

[III. Discovery]

'...Behind my beloved waterfall, in the little room that was hidden beneath the cave, I
found it. I brushed away the dust of the years, and picked it up, holding it reverently in
my hands. I had no idea what it might be, but it was beautiful...'

'...I learned to lay my fingers across the wires, and to turn the keys to make them sound
differently. As I struck the wires with my other hand, I produced my first harmonious sounds
and soon my own music! How different it could be from the music of the Temples! I can't wait
to tell the priests about it!...'


What can this strange device be?
When I touch it, it gives forth a sound
It's got wires that vibrate and give music
What can this thing be that I found?

See how it sings like a sad heart
And joyously screams out its pain
Sounds that build high like a mountain
Or notes that fall gently like rain

I can't wait to share this new wonder
The people will all see its light
Let them all make their own music
The Priests praise my name on this night


[IV. Presentation]

'...In the sudden silence as I finished playing, I looked up to a circle of grim,
expressionless faces. Father Brown rose to his feet, and his somnolent voice echoed
throughout the silent Temple Hall...'

'...Instead of the grateful joy that I expected, they were words of quiet rejection!
Instead of praise, sullen dismissal. I watched in shock and horror as Father Brown ground
my precious instrument to splinters beneath his feet...'

I know it's most unusual
To come before you so
But I've found an ancient miracle
I thought that you should know
Listen to my music
And hear what it can do
There's something here as strong as life
I know that it will reach you

Yes, we know, it's nothing new
It's just a waste of time
We have no need for ancient ways
The world is doing fine
Another toy will help destroy
The elder race of man
Forget about your silly whim
It doesn't fit the plan

I can't believe you're saying
These things just can't be true
Our world could use this beauty
Just think what we might do
Listen to my music
And hear what it can do
There's something here as strong as life
I know that it will reach you

Don't annoy us further!
We have our work to do
Just think about the average
What use have they for you?
Another toy will help destroy
The elder race of man
Forget about your silly whim
It doesn't fit the Plan!

'2112' Lyrics by RUSH

United in idiocy: Call to add fluoride to bottle water

http://www.davidicke.com/content/blogcategory/30/48
Wednesday, 28 February 2007

'Consumer, health and industry groups were united yesterday in calls for the national food regulator, Food Standards Australia New Zealand, to overturn its ban on added fluoride. Only naturally occurring fluoride is allowed in bottled water. Two months ago Prime Minister John Howard described the increase in tooth decay as a national tragedy and called for parents to give children at least one glass of fluoridated tap water a day.


Consumer watchdog Choice said allowing manufacturers to add fluoride to some bottled water would help arrest the dramatic increase in children's tooth decay.'

Reality check:

(1) John Howard is an Illuminati gofer who says whatever he's told, not least because the shadow people have so much on him that he wants to remain a secret.

(2) Fluoride, an exitotoxin that destroys brain cells and disrupts the brain's electrochemical system, does not help with tooth decay.

(3) The best way to 'arrest tooth decay' is for children to clean their bloody teeth (not with fluoride toothpaste) and stop eating all the teeth-destroying sweets and foods full of crap and poison produced by the corporations that support John Howard.


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