I breathe; I gaze; I hear the magical music; I can taste; I can touch the keys. I am the human being that the observing spirit uses as a reference point in this virtual world. I have a soul. But I am not he that who uses my awareness; he who experiences this world that is real to me ... through me.
To some it would be a confusing state of living with the two states of being aware at the same time. The feet in both worlds scenario that is a strange fact of life for me. A duality that is not bipolarity or schizophrenia but a true spiritual awareness. The spirit actively aware of its nature; aware that it is not the soul within the man ... the human being it observes; the human being it has for its reference point.
So I sit in my sacred space. Alone. I feel very much alone. As yet I've not found another who comes close to the state of awareness that is I. It's been 30 years of searching now; and nobody in all that time has had the same experiences as I. Or has the same insights as I. Or the same comprehension of the true nature of life as I. I'm happy in this loneliness. I wander the earth and a close companion; and meet with others. But nobody is on the same wavelength or vibration as I. It causes endless problems .... for my vibration is truth; and truth will break down untruth and cause chaos in people's lives. But that is the nature that is I. I leave behind a trail of untruth being changed forever. But that is not my fault ... it is the fault of the untruth that hides within those that come into my life.
And in my thoughts are all the places I will never see again; the experiences in those places and the people I met along the way. The long and winding trail that have led all the way to here. The winding trail that begins at the same door that I will eventually leave by. The entry and the exit door. I start and I finish the same. That is a simple realisation. However it manifests it is still all a human experience for me. The soul. The artificial intelligence within this virtual world. And for the observing spirit ... it will feel what it is like to be me. And that is all what this is. Nothing more. Nothing less.
