Your child within is begging to come out. Do you remember a time when you were more innocent and could find joy in all things? Remember when you could spend hours just staring out the window?
The up side of this card is that the joy of your now can help something from your past reappear. Someone you haven’t seen in years shows up to visit, you get reinvolved with a sport/art/activity from before, you capture the feeling of "awe" by watching a particularly beautiful sunset. All of this can be accomplished without the need to rehash or be under the thumb of another.
The down side to this card is that you disconnect from all of your joy -- you forget your past as being TOTALLY bad, you chose to wallow in misery rather than look for something joyful, you remain stuck in old patterns that do not, as Amerindian legend says "grow corn".
The child finds joy in all things. The adult, often finds joy in nothing. It is the first day of a new year. Which will you choose?