'Suspicious depression'

So why do I feel this low today

This feeling of overwhelming depression has suddenly appeared

Counteracting the lift I received earlier in the month

When will this oppression go away?

This weight of sorrow on my mind

It renders me powerless ... and disillusioned

I wonder where this malaise appeared from?

It arrived without a single warning

I am currently pessimistic and downhearted

A feeling which weighs heavy on my soul

Severing my link with the higher unknown

Focussing my awareness on the mundane

I feel so weary of this woeful strain ...

Enforced suppression by invisible technology?

Or depression triggered by subjection to intentional poisoning?

It appeared so swiftly

On the tail of my awareness lifting above the clouds

At a time my vision was returning ...